Everything is fine. I guess I have family and good money and sorta a life.

It's funny, I use to love someone she gave me a coin, it said "dream". Well I guess it all was a dream. Still inside I ache and it's not understood. After all, I am just a heartless person huh? No I have a heart it's been torn out. I still go back to thinking about this girl now and then. I wonder how getting her GED and went to College could make her quit loving me. I tried as hard as I could.

Lately I started dating someone else, I call her now and then and she hardly calls me. She started texting me eversince I told her I was mad because she didn't have time for me. Aparently her dad is "Strict". I am starting to think she is just cheating on me. Then again everything since Cheyenne I always was paranoid I'd be cheated on again.

Those are the only things that bug me.

The good things in life the only thing worth anything is family they are always there for you when your alone. They take you in and save you from the cold. I am very happy about this. Colorado had to many ghost and heartbreaks back there. No offence to my friends, I do miss my friends. Family is a good friend the only friend you can trust sometimes they don't agree with you but it's alright. I can sleep at night now without thinking some wild animal could come out of nowhere and eat me while I am sleeping. I don't have to worry about armed men coming in to hurt my family and I because my Step-dad will protect me. I guess I see him more like a biological dad. We look more alike then me and my dad and also we think alike in a since.

I am getting better, my confidence and everything else is coming up. I am about to become a manager. Didn't expect that I thought at one point in my life once at the bottom always at the bottom. A angel gave me his wings and now I have no worries of gravity. The sky is my limit, I can do what I wish to, If I try.